Wednesday, November 04, 2009

heh. i must say i m super shagged. i have been having an awesome last two days.

indeed. when u love someone and u strive to give ur utmost to that person. u see that person starting to feel happier, more at ease and starting to go about doing what she does best. it really makes all the energy and not to mention sometimes the cash worth it. all the hugs and kisses, while awesome, are bonuses.

yea. but thats wads making me troubled. after reading myles monroe's awesome book and after living in God's love over the last few weeks. it just doesnt feel right if i dont give of myself or my love to someone hu means something to me. like wad i told myself, hu she chooses in the end is of secondary importance to me. i just want her to be happy and to find God once more. today, i felt alittle tired. alittle drained. but i dont want her to go thru a day without her knowing that i love her. i want more capacity to love.

|cowpoo| 10:35 PM|

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